Wonder

Wonder what lives beyond the tip of my nose.
My eyes lie to me sweetly
But I've grown distrustful of those
Time does the two step
As I muddle along
Trying not to hang back
Admit I've been wrong
About all of the things imagined or real
Or real or imagined
And the difference between
Grown so desperately thin
A touch and a breath
And you fall right in
Through arrows and slings and ridiculous things
And thoughts can't be claimed as your own
Through diary wells and the stories we tell
And integrity standing alone, apart
From the rest of those things
It doesn't believe they are there
Some things can't be 'til you let them
And never can be wished away
Born tired in the blocks
And pushed up 'gainst the rocks
As the night slowly fades into day